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Let's just say it.

It's like Ellen's a nigger trying to look cool cuz she's mean.  How, why..  Lots of things.  She thinks it's funny to say she has to seem to insult me, so much.  Doesn't say much to anyone.  I don't take that with anyone.  I fight back.  Burton is a loser.

Wow

Those shitty stuck ups suspended my account.  Those dum moderators read into sentences..

Problem

So, someone hurts me, I ask @ it, they act mean again, then they do something else.  Then they get mad at what I write..

STOP

Why is Chloe attacking me?  She's a waste of life.

ELLEN WHY DON'T YOU JUST *BEEP* YOU KEEP HURTING ME FOR DUM NELL BURTON SHIT

Problem

Oh, wow, Jimmy is a no-good cuz he's insulted if I'm not treated like a nigger.

See

They're filling my time, those *beep*

Don't Care All That Much

All Ellen seems to have in the world is being stimulated in real, uncomfortable ways that don't work out with how some people feel because of problems they have in life.

See, they're being mean on Twitter and my dad isn't home, those nigger racists, not calling anyone a nigger really though just saying it to look good and because I mean the definition in a way.  I mean they aren't cool..attractive..like they should be, more ratty, and I wanted a rat.  They just want to hurt people.  Most people aren't in this game.

Well

My dad isn't coming, at all, and I don't know why..

Well

I don't have to be considered whatever you say..  It looks stupid, too.

I saw that UNICEF people of a colored race, like a more Caucasian, dark Asian..

Just admit it.

You all are shit to me.  Jimmy Fallon was ignoring me.  He is NOT like Ellen.  I am, and everyone knows it!  WHAT'S YOUR PROBLEM YOU LOON?!

Problem

These people in the experiment are being all farty tarty, too.

Don't Like Her

Ellen is having an attitude when she hurts me.  Why don't you hurt yourself?

She looks so tacky and it's so disgusting when she gives in to people like that.  You don't really like me, apparently.  You think you have to do it.  Like, she looks dry and smiley and like she did something.

Problem

I told my dad he shouldn't have said "7 years" to me the way he had to say it..  He's acting all snotty and goody-good now like he can annoy me..  I would rather not ask, but I did cuz I was irritated and I know IT'S CUZ OF NELL BURTON.

HOW'S MY DAY GOING TO GO?

That freak and liar.  He said he was over it.

Upset

My dad hasn't come home for lunch.  I don't wanna think about these secret messages..  That means he's busy doing something today.  Sometimes he pops his self in late.

New Video

New Video of Me Singing



"It only sounds so good because I don't sound like Charlotte Church. Why does she think only her way of singing breaks through? (It ruined my voice.) But yes I like Charlotte Church and do love her singng."

Oh no!

So sorry I felt violent on my walk.. what shoulda not somehow, stayed closer to home that day cuz I felt it.

Edit

Deleted the Writing tab and moved the tag in it to Me.

Sad

Ellen, what should I have done on my walk, stuck it out?  I was like feeling so mad and like you were taking advantage of me, like for all time.  You seem to lose focus on other people's children.

Concert

Sarah Brightman looks so cool in them.  I wish there were more posts of them.  She seems so intelligent and with excitement.  The singing is so glorious.  The music, it's so beautiful, her singing included, as well.  I like the way she slides and echoes and has such good command.  Mine still sounds like I'm wheezing.  I'm supposed to be asking the doctor @ the phlegm in my throat.  Funny, dunno if I will take singing nor when.  I wanna buy a doll this month and a book of Vocalises, singing workouts.. Ah ah ah ah ah.

My comment on Twitter I seemed in a weird mood but I think it came out okay.  Ugh!  Except I said something funny..  :/  Why?  I am so lazy.

Was Upset

Still am, didn't know how to react at 1st, a bad habit.  I think I mainly said 1 statement and then said I was uncomfortable..a bit weird.  I am not to be trusted.  3|  Also, what @ Ellen?  I couldn't shrug off that compensating idea in my walk.  It felt like I was being used..like it could change me in a way I don't like and that there was never any reason with these things.

What I Have Problems With

It's just things like sending me secret threats and playing with how my mind is functioning.  It can surprise me, but I don't curse AT anyone, in public.

I'll try to bre nice today and hope things work out.  My pinky seems to be sticking out, and the cut stings, as well.  I guess I'll just ignore bad things and try not to talk @ anything with my parents like that.

Sorry, if I seemed mean @ Sarah Brightman yesterday, guess I was upset.  I wasn't trying to sound mean to her but think I succeeded in that.  =[  I was gonna come back and complain but forgot.  I had been going along not feeling a need to.

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Dream

Foremostly, I remember that we were somewhere dark, like I rose up from a sleeping bag.  We had to listen to handle like a game or battle in how we act.  A person became designated somehow.  Finally, it was over.  I remember being in our kitchen with an uprised long thin somewhat dish washer.  Something was burning in the kitchen I told them to run, but my mom was turning it down.  I was too tired to dream the 1st part again.