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Wednesday, November 13, 2013

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Let's just say it.

It's like Ellen's a nigger trying to look cool cuz she's mean.  How, why..  Lots of things.  She thinks it's funny to say she has to seem to insult me, so much.  Doesn't say much to anyone.  I don't take that with anyone.  I fight back.  Burton is a loser.

Wow

Those shitty stuck ups suspended my account.  Those dum moderators read into sentences..

Problem

So, someone hurts me, I ask @ it, they act mean again, then they do something else.  Then they get mad at what I write..

STOP

Why is Chloe attacking me?  She's a waste of life.

ELLEN WHY DON'T YOU JUST *BEEP* YOU KEEP HURTING ME FOR DUM NELL BURTON SHIT

Problem

Oh, wow, Jimmy is a no-good cuz he's insulted if I'm not treated like a nigger.

See

They're filling my time, those *beep*

Don't Care All That Much

All Ellen seems to have in the world is being stimulated in real, uncomfortable ways that don't work out with how some people feel because of problems they have in life.

See, they're being mean on Twitter and my dad isn't home, those nigger racists, not calling anyone a nigger really though just saying it to look good and because I mean the definition in a way.  I mean they aren't cool..attractive..like they should be, more ratty, and I wanted a rat.  They just want to hurt people.  Most people aren't in this game.

Well

My dad isn't coming, at all, and I don't know why..

Well

I don't have to be considered whatever you say..  It looks stupid, too.

I saw that UNICEF people of a colored race, like a more Caucasian, dark Asian..

Just admit it.

You all are shit to me.  Jimmy Fallon was ignoring me.  He is NOT like Ellen.  I am, and everyone knows it!  WHAT'S YOUR PROBLEM YOU LOON?!

Problem

These people in the experiment are being all farty tarty, too.

Don't Like Her

Ellen is having an attitude when she hurts me.  Why don't you hurt yourself?

She looks so tacky and it's so disgusting when she gives in to people like that.  You don't really like me, apparently.  You think you have to do it.  Like, she looks dry and smiley and like she did something.

Problem

I told my dad he shouldn't have said "7 years" to me the way he had to say it..  He's acting all snotty and goody-good now like he can annoy me..  I would rather not ask, but I did cuz I was irritated and I know IT'S CUZ OF NELL BURTON.

HOW'S MY DAY GOING TO GO?

That freak and liar.  He said he was over it.

Upset

My dad hasn't come home for lunch.  I don't wanna think about these secret messages..  That means he's busy doing something today.  Sometimes he pops his self in late.

New Video

New Video of Me Singing

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"It only sounds so good because I don't sound like Charlotte Church. Why does she think only her way of singing breaks through? (It ruined my voice.) But yes I like Charlotte Church and do love her singng."

Oh no!

So sorry I felt violent on my walk.. what shoulda not somehow, stayed closer to home that day cuz I felt it.

Edit

Deleted the Writing tab and moved the tag in it to Me.

Sad

Ellen, what should I have done on my walk, stuck it out?  I was like feeling so mad and like you were taking advantage of me, like for all time.  You seem to lose focus on other people's children.

Concert

Sarah Brightman looks so cool in them.  I wish there were more posts of them.  She seems so intelligent and with excitement.  The singing is so glorious.  The music, it's so beautiful, her singing included, as well.  I like the way she slides and echoes and has such good command.  Mine still sounds like I'm wheezing.  I'm supposed to be asking the doctor @ the phlegm in my throat.  Funny, dunno if I will take singing nor when.  I wanna buy a doll this month and a book of Vocalises, singing workouts.. Ah ah ah ah ah.
My comment on Twitter I seemed in a weird mood but I think it came out okay.  Ugh!  Except I said something funny..  :/  Why?  I am so lazy.

Was Upset

Still am, didn't know how to react at 1st, a bad habit.  I think I mainly said 1 statement and then said I was uncomfortable..a bit weird.  I am not to be trusted.  3|  Also, what @ Ellen?  I couldn't shrug off that compensating idea in my walk.  It felt like I was being used..like it could change me in a way I don't like and that there was never any reason with these things.

What I Have Problems With

It's just things like sending me secret threats and playing with how my mind is functioning.  It can surprise me, but I don't curse AT anyone, in public.

I'll try to bre nice today and hope things work out.  My pinky seems to be sticking out, and the cut stings, as well.  I guess I'll just ignore bad things and try not to talk @ anything with my parents like that.

Sorry, if I seemed mean @ Sarah Brightman yesterday, guess I was upset.  I wasn't trying to sound mean to her but think I succeeded in that.  =[  I was gonna come back and complain but forgot.  I had been going along not feeling a need to.

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Dream

Foremostly, I remember that we were somewhere dark, like I rose up from a sleeping bag.  We had to listen to handle like a game or battle in how we act.  A person became designated somehow.  Finally, it was over.  I remember being in our kitchen with an uprised long thin somewhat dish washer.  Something was burning in the kitchen I told them to run, but my mom was turning it down.  I was too tired to dream the 1st part again.

Tuesday, November 12, 2013

Indecent

To say I can do whatever I want and you adults can't and I won't do anything for you in turn.

I already said..

..I didn't scream.

He did it.

I said he did.  I didn't start, I just asked @ it.  I'm 27!  I'm not loved as a child.

Problem

My dad is being weird adding things and wants to stimulate me all at once, but I'd just make sure he got it back, not to ruin him.

Nitey

Going to bed soon, yay!

Oh, wow..

Ellen, Mommy cares @ you so much you have baby pictures of you outside so you can be a blonde girl.  What's the eager look that people not like that aren't good kids?

Problem

Ellen is pressuring me to look like a black man.  What's wrong?  Why does she keep doing these things?  It happened to my forehead!

Problem

Who just suspended me outta the blue on Twitter, again?  You callin' me a nigger?

Sorry

Sorry, Jimmy, for calling you a suck up.  I was in a rabid mood.  You're awesome, but stay and be happy.

It's more a matter of..

..denying where I'm from

Um..

..I told my mom I wanted to stay in gymnastics and was excited @ it I obviously remember from when I was 1¾.  I added ballet to the medley, or Mom did, at 5.  I wanted singing at 5..  I well remember I heard music before age 1-2.

So, how do ya feel?

How do you feel that Sarah Brightman puts forward she's sang and danced in competitions and had time for piano since 3?

Problem

Ya'll are timing shit to my blog.

New Video

New Video of Me Singing

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Problem

Someone from Fort Lauderdale, the area, brought something up.  I don't touch on it cuz I know the answer.  However, she can.  I will not put up with this.  What if I said I had a more rich time growing up in the area I grew up in, like you just said?

This is final, no skirting out, like no I didn't really say I wanted to be from Fort Lauderdale.
AND AGAIN

OMG

This girl suspended me 4 times, what a goody good.  I didn't do anything.  She has a sad looking son.

Problem

My Twitter was suspended twice in a row, within 2 minutes.

Problem

Could not enjoy my walk, am overweight and uncomfortable.

Ellen tried to imagine I was a slick toddler with a snot nose.  I had my spoon in hand and thought of attacking virtually cuz I can't help it.  The whole walk was so uncomfortable.

I am perfect.  Ellen, why do you keep pretending stuff and am mean to me cuz you're insecure of if someone attacked you?  I matter more than that.

I feel abused.

I'm just sitting alone in my room.

YouTube Comment

Jackie Evancho - Ombra Mai Fu

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Good job, Jackie! So, do you know Renee Fleming sang this on a CD of hers I have or had? You remind me of her, she is so beautiful, old enough to be your mother! =]

You all are weird.

You let little kids live for themselves.  And I never seemed to get attention.

Live for Yourself, Too

Why does the world find joy in hurting me?

Story Time

There was a very young girl named Chloe, always with poise, always in grandeur, a nobility child.

She had an older cousin named Christina who helped take care of her.

The mother's name was Ellen.  There were more people.  Another lady who came to live with them related distantly was Sarah.  There was a child named Abigail and Saoirse.  There was an older other cousin named Christine, in fact.

There were men, as well.

Chloe was in her little dusty, grayish, silverish, bluish room.  She had a little toy boy named Tim she loved more than anything and wished he was alive.  Christina was sitting on the floor with her being listful, age 13.  Christine came in and grabbed Ms Christina by the hips and said time for a bath.  She got quite a rise outta that.  After that, Christina gave Chloe a bath.  They reflected on the bubbles in the tub.  Well, time for bed.  They went back into their room and talked for what seemed a long time and then fell asleep.

Ellen woke and picked up Chloe and helped her to breakfast.

Christina went to play with Abigail and Saoirse.  Breakfast was good, several biscuits for each with gravy, rich grits of some sort, scrambled eggs, and WAFFLES.  Most of them had orange juice, but Chloe wanted milk because she was almost all French.

What Mamma did was investigate magic things.  It was sorta a musical society with lots of balls and things, gatherings at the house.

Things were getting rather suspicious, but it was time to caravan to the festival.  They stopped a night and roasted their meat.  Chloe sat by Ellen.  Christina suddenly spotted wolves..  Mamma grabbed Christina and all the people were scrambling to the caravans..  The men warded the wolves away with the fire, made a ring.

Finally they arrived at the festival.  The girls loved the long tunnel of LuV.  The ferris wheel was quite a doozy.  There were no weird rides.

Finally, they came home, alas.  They were going to have to move somewhere else.  Christina moved in with another group of people, an older lady in her middle ages named Sarah and a more youthful, rather fair woman named Ellen.  They were with child, a girl named Sarah and another girl named Chloe.  Christina took care of them and tutored them.

There was a murder in the community of a teacher, and the ladies went to go work on it.  Great hysteria came amass.  Christina remembered again not to ever sweat the small stuff.  They then moved, themselves, to Africa, but Christina turned down the trip.

What It Might Be

It might be a random sore muscle from something like a ghost.

Medical Issue

When I lean back, I feel a hurt like my heart pumped to a bone, and I come forward and same thing.

Black-Haired People

Why are older Southerners with more dark, black hair, and sometimes white skin?

I mean..

..who's out there saying I need to be attacked once for every little thing?  Not that I would want a gun myself.  Got that?

Okay

Who has a gun?

Problem

Ellen needs to stop showing off acting like she's better than another human being.  I realize there are scum in this world.

I don't want to fight this battle!

YOU WEIRDO

YOU'RE JUST MAKING STUFF UP.  I NEVER LIKED BEING ASIAN.  '}:[  QUIT ACTING LIKE THAT BRAT.

WHAT'S YOUR PROBLEM

YOU (ELLEN) ARE JUST LIKE MY OLD BEST FRIEND BEING MEAN TO ME SOMETIMES LIKE IT'S OKAY AND YOU SUPPORT THIS HUMAN BEING.

What a weirdo.

I didn't make anyone else Asian, and I didn't even make myself that..

More

My Gramma ruined my cheek bone.  Today, Ellen was brushing her own self with paper..

Problem

On "The Ellen DeGeneres Show," today a black guy made my forehead get a bump in it.  I was just relaxing, as usual.  I know Ellen takes in stuff, too.  It might seem cute, but it's not really that nice.  It's like it's popped out.  Jimmy Fallon is getting a kick outta himself thinking he's more like Ellen than me.  That's because of those people making fun of my race and the year I started posting in public.  They just won't stop.  Jimmy Fallon is not all out like I am.

Posts

Why do you keep getting all antsy if I feel good, people doing the experiment?

I didn't intend to yell at my dad, had trouble speaking more aggressively than passively..

You knew a tacky idea affected me and set me up like I was a baby-toddler.  You think the stress is fun.  I am not living my life like this..

Why do boys make fun of me and think I'm Chinese?  I've seen cute Swedish girls with this look..  Like I sit there, and boys affect like they're putting their hands around my face and laughing!

I don't know how to overcome.  I'm already making a new blog.  The last 1 was better.

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